
Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.

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My apology to the community
I am writing this post to apologize to the community. Yesterday I wrote a few posts in the thread Am I weird.
I have explained in that post, on another thread I started, and in my journal why I did this. I will explain again. I felt that there was very little support given to the poster in the Am I weird post and that upset me. I decided to write my feelings in the post but also not clearly answering the poster MYSELF!
I first want to say NO I do not feel that it is weird to want a different disorder when you are actively dealing with an Eating Disorder. I have these thoughts also and I should have made that clear.
My haste and my anger bypassed the true reason that I am here on this site. I came here to support others and hope to receive some myself, possibly make friends and be a good friend to others.
My anger got the best of me and for this I AM TRULY SORRY!
I have let down my community. I have hurt members of my community. This was not my intent but the effect has been so tragic that my intent no longer matters.
I truly apologize to anyone that was hurt by my posts.
I am the type of person who expresses how they feel before thinking about it. I do this is real life and in my writing on line. I made a hastily decision, fueled by MY issues to write the posts that I did, and I ended up hurting at least one person.
I am furious with myself for doing this; I never EVER would want to cause anyone here any pain. I am not sure if what I have done has caused an amount of damage that I can not fix. I would like to do anything I can to help make up for my bad decision and ask the community for their feelings about this.
This community has been around long before I joined and I feel that the community would best be able to decide if the damage I have done is irreparable, in that case I will take my exit, leaving nothing but apologies for what I have done. I did not intend to disturb this supportive community; I would not feel like a good contributor knowing, that all I have become a disturbance.
I ask anyone who reads this post to give me honest feedback on what I have done, what I should or should not do, and if leaving the community would be best.
Honestly this isnt the first time my mouth or is this case my fingers have upset a community and have had to deal and understand the repercussions of my actions.
Once again, I apologize to everyone for not thinking about the welfare of the community before posting. I deeply apologize to anyone who was directly hurt by what I have done.
I am writing this post to apologize to the community. Yesterday I wrote a few posts in the thread Am I weird.
I have explained in that post, on another thread I started, and in my journal why I did this. I will explain again. I felt that there was very little support given to the poster in the Am I weird post and that upset me. I decided to write my feelings in the post but also not clearly answering the poster MYSELF!
I first want to say NO I do not feel that it is weird to want a different disorder when you are actively dealing with an Eating Disorder. I have these thoughts also and I should have made that clear.
My haste and my anger bypassed the true reason that I am here on this site. I came here to support others and hope to receive some myself, possibly make friends and be a good friend to others.
My anger got the best of me and for this I AM TRULY SORRY!
I have let down my community. I have hurt members of my community. This was not my intent but the effect has been so tragic that my intent no longer matters.
I truly apologize to anyone that was hurt by my posts.
I am the type of person who expresses how they feel before thinking about it. I do this is real life and in my writing on line. I made a hastily decision, fueled by MY issues to write the posts that I did, and I ended up hurting at least one person.
I am furious with myself for doing this; I never EVER would want to cause anyone here any pain. I am not sure if what I have done has caused an amount of damage that I can not fix. I would like to do anything I can to help make up for my bad decision and ask the community for their feelings about this.
This community has been around long before I joined and I feel that the community would best be able to decide if the damage I have done is irreparable, in that case I will take my exit, leaving nothing but apologies for what I have done. I did not intend to disturb this supportive community; I would not feel like a good contributor knowing, that all I have become a disturbance.
I ask anyone who reads this post to give me honest feedback on what I have done, what I should or should not do, and if leaving the community would be best.
Honestly this isnt the first time my mouth or is this case my fingers have upset a community and have had to deal and understand the repercussions of my actions.
Once again, I apologize to everyone for not thinking about the welfare of the community before posting. I deeply apologize to anyone who was directly hurt by what I have done.
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