My apology to the community

I am writing this post to apologize to the community. Yesterday I wrote a few posts in the thread Am I weird.
I have explained in that post, on another thread I started, and in my journal why I did this. I will explain again. I felt that there was very little support given to the poster in the Am I weird post and that upset me. I decided to write my feelings in the post but also not clearly answering the poster MYSELF!
I first want to say NO I do not feel that it is weird to want a different disorder when you are actively dealing with an Eating Disorder. I have these thoughts also and I should have made that clear.
My haste and my anger bypassed the true reason that I am here on this site. I came here to support others and hope to receive some myself, possibly make friends and be a good friend to others.
My anger got the best of me and for this I AM TRULY SORRY!
I have let down my community. I have hurt members of my community. This was not my intent but the effect has been so tragic that my intent no longer matters.
I truly apologize to anyone that was hurt by my posts.
I am the type of person who expresses how they feel before thinking about it. I do this is real life and in my writing on line. I made a hastily decision, fueled by MY issues to write the posts that I did, and I ended up hurting at least one person.
I am furious with myself for doing this; I never EVER would want to cause anyone here any pain. I am not sure if what I have done has caused an amount of damage that I can not fix. I would like to do anything I can to help make up for my bad decision and ask the community for their feelings about this.
This community has been around long before I joined and I feel that the community would best be able to decide if the damage I have done is irreparable, in that case I will take my exit, leaving nothing but apologies for what I have done. I did not intend to disturb this supportive community; I would not feel like a good contributor knowing, that all I have become a disturbance.
I ask anyone who reads this post to give me honest feedback on what I have done, what I should or should not do, and if leaving the community would be best.
Honestly this isnt the first time my mouth or is this case my fingers have upset a community and have had to deal and understand the repercussions of my actions.
Once again, I apologize to everyone for not thinking about the welfare of the community before posting. I deeply apologize to anyone who was directly hurt by what I have done.