So I moved recently and am still cleaning the new place before unpacking. I don't have Internet access at home, and it's driving me bonkers. I really thought the new location would divert my attention from this friggin Ed. I'm sitting here in a restaurant in order to check my e-mail and post here. There's some sense of satisfaction that I've refrained from ordering anything even though I can see and smell all the food from where I'm sitting. The other part of me is exhausted from all the physical work I'm doing to the new place. My emotions are raw, and I'm in tears throughout the day. When not in tears, I'm feeling low/blue/sad/blah. I wish it were different!
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