hey all. so i guess im writing for some good old support. you guys are great and i cannot tell you how much this site has helped me slong with therapy etc. so basically im officially at my weight range. i lost some weight and had to eat better to gain it back anyways so now im at my range. so at first i was pissed like omg im gaining weight. sh*t, etc etc but then i remembered that this was my goal in the frist place to get to my healthy weight range. so that made me calm down a bit and i know its good and i do feel good about it. but then theres the ed side that doesnt like it. telling me to eat less and restrict. telling me that im gonna keep gaining and bla bla bla. i know its healthy, i know its good but im having like mixed feelings. i know i need to continue doing what im doing for my health, myself, my fiance, my wedding day etc etc. i know all that. but the ed part of me is stronger right now. i would love some encouragement.... thanks
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