I can't believe it. I have been purge free for months and I have even started to eat and feel less guilt. Now today I do something really dumb. I stepped on the scale in my parent's bathroom. Can't believe they left it out. I saw my weight, immediately purged and purged after everthing I ate all day. I feel that ache in my heart again, you know the one that lets you know the cycle has begun again. I feel helpless. And what's worse, I told my bf this morning and I haven't been able to get him on the phone since. I know he is busy, but he can always talk me down. I have a feeling my neediness has gotten old. I can't handle this without him, all I need is 10 minutes, but his phone has been turned off all day, so I guess I have no choice. Does anyone have any advice???
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