I am losing control of my addictions. The people that care about me are frustrated with me, so i stopped talking to them. Everyone see's me eat, but they dont see me go to the bathroom and purge. It's after almost every meal now. I'm just falling apart, and right now my purging is the biggest of my worries. I try and eat but it's so hard to keep anything down. I have told myself over and over again that i will keep this food down, then i start to feel like i lost all control over myself and that I'm a failure. I'm just done trying and coming here is a last resort. Any words of wisdom would be nice.
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