I'm 19 and I actually suffer from a form of anorexia-bulimia. The anorexia is the ongoing part...the bulimia was really intense but relatively brief...about 3 months. I know I need to gain weight and I know I need to stop being so anxious and calculating everything, but I'm having a hard time letting go. I want to...my feet are on the edge of the diving board, but I can't find the courage to jump off. I have an appointment to see a nutritionist who I hope can help me. I really hope she can. I need someone to take my hand and urge me along. If left alone I will revert back either out of ignorance or fear into my comfort zone. It feels safe to me. I need someone to remind me that it isn't. I don't know what I'm looking for here...I guess I'm just reaching out for something...anything that will help push me along.
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