i've been on laxatives for nearly 10 years. i've stopped taking them when i've been in the hospital before, but never done it on my own. i stopped taking them this past week and while that's good, i started b/ping like crazy. it was so bad i missed classes and lost my voice for a few days. i started taking them again last night. while i was up all night with the shit-pukes, i felt very CALM. i don't know what to do. my therapist wants the lax to stop and for me to gain weight. i'm sitting 3lbs above where i was when i was forced inpatient last year. i feel like a fat toad, and still wanna lose 19-20lbs. i want to feel better, but i want to weigh less. i want to be honest with my therapist, but i wouldn't be able to handle ip again. i swore i'd never go ip again. i need advice on how to cope with the bloating and possibly gaining a few (3-4lbs) to prevent having to go inpatient. any advice is more than welcome. thanks!
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