Eating Disorders Support Group
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I was put on prozac about 3 weeks ago. I have had about 6 sessions of therapy. I really want to stop it because it's there all the time. Every time I see my therapist my weight is going down and I am not planning it. I am drinking at least 2 ensure plus a day which is hard but I have to do it. My therapist does not believe I am drinking them and I can't convince her otherwise.
My therapist said that if I get any lighter it's back into hospital, I really can't cope with that. The nurses don't understand the last time I was in one of the nurses said there's no point in you studying because you are killing yourself which really hurt. I was in for 6 weeks and didn't get anywhere can't do it again.
The past few days have been really hard I have been sleeping at least 15 hours out of 24. It's scary everytime I get up I am dizzy. I have started having fits and am too scared to tell anyone because of the hospital worry.
I got a bad migrane on Wednesday and have been taking loads of tablets to try and get rid of it but it's not working.
There is no where to get help other than my therapist who I see once a week. I feel it's not enough because I can't do it on my own. I can tell her how I feel but that's about it.
This doesn't make sense at all I am so scared I can't go back into hospital. All I want is a normal life to be able to do normal things. What kind of mum am I when all I am doing is sleeping the kids are better of with my family at least they will have a happy and normal life. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. I am considering taking pills to put me to sleep.
My therapist said that if I get any lighter it's back into hospital, I really can't cope with that. The nurses don't understand the last time I was in one of the nurses said there's no point in you studying because you are killing yourself which really hurt. I was in for 6 weeks and didn't get anywhere can't do it again.
The past few days have been really hard I have been sleeping at least 15 hours out of 24. It's scary everytime I get up I am dizzy. I have started having fits and am too scared to tell anyone because of the hospital worry.
I got a bad migrane on Wednesday and have been taking loads of tablets to try and get rid of it but it's not working.
There is no where to get help other than my therapist who I see once a week. I feel it's not enough because I can't do it on my own. I can tell her how I feel but that's about it.
This doesn't make sense at all I am so scared I can't go back into hospital. All I want is a normal life to be able to do normal things. What kind of mum am I when all I am doing is sleeping the kids are better of with my family at least they will have a happy and normal life. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. I am considering taking pills to put me to sleep.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
I don't know you personally but I know that your kids need you. That if my mom was going through with what you're going through and she said she didn't want to wake up and take pills, I would be hurting a lot. I would die if my mom died of something such as an overdose of medicine. No one can replace your children, just like no one can replace their mother. You are an important person, someone worth the love and the care and the time for healing. You special and you make the world a better place, despite the fact that you might be feeling otherwise. I want you here, we need you, because the world would be a more depressing place without you. If you need to chat email me or send me a message here. I wish you luck and I will pray for you. Take care.
Take care, take action: it must be horrid feeling so scared.
This is a nightmare I can't cope anymore my boyfriend read this post and got really annoyed with me and finished with me because I hadn't told him about being ill again.
It is always a fight from morning until night and I just can't anymore.
He wants me to go into a psych hospital and get my head sorted.
There is no fight left in me.
I love my kids but having a mum fall down in front of them is no way for them to live I am going to get my mum to look after them.
I think I have just given up the fight its too hard.
I see my therapist tomorrow for the first time in a fortnight.
Nobody trusts me I feel like I am living a lie and its too hard.