I just want to die! I'm so tired of everything in life...from the stress at work and home to the eating disorder. I just don't see any hope to the stress at work and home and don't see any hope for the eating disorder. Plus I'm going to school online as well...think I'm just going to quit the course. Why bother anymore? I'm at 106 pounds and want to lose more...feel that if I lose enough I could disappear...die...whatever you want to call it. I don't want to eat...I eat a few bites and that's it. The entire time I am eating I am constantly thinking of it making me FAT etc...and that scares me. Anyways. Mother and I got into it last night and I cried myself to sleep...kept thinking all night about just dying than I wouldn't have to deal with the eating disorder or the crap at work and home. Hope this doesn't upset anyone...just very down no one to talk to.
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