Ive finally told someone 8 years after this started, i cant believe i did it!! I had a panic attack went upstairs and just broke down and told my mum n aunty. I never want to see that look n her face ever again im so ashamed!! ive wanted to do it for so long but now i just feel numb, ive done it at a bad time, today is my dads birthday then its xmas so we have sed we will keep it to ourselves until the 27th Decemeber. Im so scared about whats guna happen. has anyone else done this befor???
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