What do i do now? Im so confused and im really starting to ask myself is any of this really worth it? I wana die but too afraid to do it, il do all this to myself, Cut, binge and purge and my eating disorder is out of control i cant do anything apart from think about what i cant eat or spend my time worrying about when the next time il binge will be!! Its like im constantly living under a black cloud!! i wake up feeling sick and tired and not wanting to be here then later my friends will call and ask me to go out so i will drink too much and go out, its the only way i will forget my problems...Its just too much!! Shall i just give in? ive got no more fight left!!
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