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Its all too much!!

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What do i do now? Im so confused and im really starting to ask myself is any of this really worth it? I wana die but too afraid to do it, il do all this to myself, Cut, binge and purge and my eating disorder is out of control i cant do anything apart from think about what i cant eat or spend my time worrying about when the next time il binge will be!! Its like im constantly living under a black cloud!! i wake up feeling sick and tired and not wanting to be here then later my friends will call and ask me to go out so i will drink too much and go out, its the only way i will forget my problems...Its just too much!! Shall i just give in? ive got no more fight left!!
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No! You are an a machine when it comes to doing the things you are passionate about. Don't let this damn illness take your life away from you- because you DESERVE to live.

Please put down the bottle, and instead pick up a pen- draw, write, scribble...anything to express these angry feelings you're having. It might not help, really, but at least you aren't drinking or hurting yourself.

Also, please look into immediate help. No one here wants to hear that you are in pain or suicidal. Please take care, and if you need to talk...I'm here.
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You sound suicidal, so pick yourself up and admit yourself to a hospital. They have to keep you at least 72 hours and if you tell them about the alcohol they will detox you which might take even longer. I don't know about that stuff. But this will give you a chance to get therapy started, meds started and be with people who are just as desperate as you. I did it once and yes it was hard but sometimes I wish I could go back because I was accepted and nobody judged me. I hope you're putting your shoes on right now. Love you,Karin
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I'm with Karrin on this one, definitely. I was 51/50'ed to a hospital at the beginning of this year, and even though it was hell for me, it started me on this path to recovery.
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