right now i am really, really working to get better. but i can't help but wonder what recovery really is. is it never falling down the rabbit hole of your ED again? or...do you think we will slip up a little bit here, a little bit there for the rest of our lives? and if you do have to live w/your ED the rest of your life, how are you supposed to get through the really tough times without caving in and getting in too deep? i really want to kick this for good, but part of me honestly feels like my bulimia is going to be the monkey on my back the rest of my life. and that the best i can hope for is that i only have the urge to binge/purge once in awhile rather than every day. just curious about what the rest of you think recovery will be...
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