It amazes people how cruel I am to myself, in terms of my self criticsm and self doubt. I know that it must be so deep seated that it is the normal way for me to think. I find that I compare myself to almost everybody and usually come up short, whether it is something simple or something large that I am comparing. I do have some good days/times. However, for the most part, I am stuck in this cycle of self ridicule that I cannot seem to talk myself out of...help???
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??