I just had my first meeting today and I was so glad that I went. I was so scared but I am just so tired that I just did not know what to do so I thought that I would give it a shot. I ate healthy today but I did not binge. I am scared because I feel so great today that I want to always feel like that but I have said that so many times before only to relapse and binge again. I really want to have hope. It was such a good feeling to be able to see and speak to women with ED's. So today is 6-26-07 and I am going to try not to binge again.
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