Hey guys. I just want to start off and wish you all a happy and healthy Fourth of July from the bottom of my heart. I also wanted to share another piece of positive news with you. A huge step in my journey towards recovery. I woke up this morning so tired and did not want to do crap. But then I got up.. and ate... and still was feeling miserable... So I went on a run since today has no time constraints. I gave today as a day of dedication to my art. To express my freedom. And whatever else lies in my heart. Well I got back form that run feeling more renewed and renergized than I have in a very long time. I went into my bathroom to wash my face and freshen up a bit. And I look in the mirror. Usually I avoid them at all cost. And you know what? I LOVED WHAT I SAW! Like I still have problem areas that I see.. BUT I DONT HATE MY BODY! For once, I AM IN TRUE LOVE WITH MY BODY! Thank you all for I could not be in this spot with out your constant support and encouragement.
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