I am struggling big time right now. I haven't been able to eat for over a week. I TRIED SO SO SO hard tonite to eat w/ someone and I fucked it up and took a bite and spit it out. Stop shaking your heads, I WANTED to eat, I had it all planned and was really excited about it, but I over cooked the steak and my sis didn't cook my potatoe all the way. Question, do any of you have similar problems with this sort of thing? I don't know what I am going to do and am begining to freak out. On the plus side, those that know me, I didn't have a cough attack today! WAHOO!!!
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