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deleted_user
deleted_user
This week has been so bad...and yesterday my doctor asked me whether I wanted to be more normal and why do I want to be thin so much..that ticked me off..Today have had a bad binge...3 bowls of frosties, a sandiwch and some toast, I broke a rule, now I hate myself and need to be punished. I have so many thoughts in my head, and I dont know what to do...Harm, overdose, im fed up and I cant fight anymore, I was thinking so much today that I came extremly close to getting hit by a bus, it just run over my shoe...unbelivble...just because I was thinking about Ana...I hate my doctor I am never going to see him again, I cnt call my cpn because she is off, so I have no one to talk to..so thoughts are just there waiting for me to carry them out :(
EmmaammE
EmmaammE
hey im sorry ur having such a rough day. dont do anything silly that you will regret later. can you change your dr if you hate hime that much?
deleted_user
deleted_user
im so sorry, i cant believe your doctor why cant people understand? i went to the doctors a few months ago about a different thing as no1 knows about my ED, im not slim at all i feel huge all the time but for the doctor to weigh me (considering he was about 5ins smaller than me and really skinny) laughed and said wow u weigh more than me really hurt my feelings, if only he knew how much im hurting. please dont hurt yourself, im here to talk if u need me. u dont have to go thru this alone xx
deleted_user
deleted_user
People can be really insensitive. Just know that you are not alone.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I'm so sorry you almost got hit by a bus. Docs are assholes, they just don't get it. But I do. Write me if ya need someone to talk to.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Your doctor is an idiot. You should have asked him if he would ask the same question to a cancer patient. Good for you that you're not seeing him anymore. Don't let him pull you down. He just doesn't understand.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I have had the worst doctors imaginable. Some really uneducated asses. I have tremendous medical problems related to and causing in part ED. However alot of doctors don't understand crap about his disorder. I quit going to the docs for a while but that didn't solve anything. I finallly have been assigned a doc that is part of my treatment team. I actually believe she knows what I am going through and recognizes my struggles. Please try to find a doc you csn relate to. I REMIND MY SELF EVERY APPOINTMENT "THIS PERSON WITH AND ADVANCED LEVEL OF EDUCATION W O R K F O R ME"!!!! I pay his/her wages. It makes the doctors the humans they are and takes away their imagined power. It helps me so maybe it willhelp you to. Remember we are not victims we are survivors seeking a better way to live.
Juice
Juice
The Samaritans will always listen and they are definitely not arses. Try writing in your journal again. I feel like your mother!
Seriously though, think about changing your DR.
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