
Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.

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This week has been so bad...and yesterday my doctor asked me whether I wanted to be more normal and why do I want to be thin so much..that ticked me off..Today have had a bad binge...3 bowls of frosties, a sandiwch and some toast, I broke a rule, now I hate myself and need to be punished. I have so many thoughts in my head, and I dont know what to do...Harm, overdose, im fed up and I cant fight anymore, I was thinking so much today that I came extremly close to getting hit by a bus, it just run over my shoe...unbelivble...just because I was thinking about Ana...I hate my doctor I am never going to see him again, I cnt call my cpn because she is off, so I have no one to talk to..so thoughts are just there waiting for me to carry them out :(
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