I just ate an apple + tiny bowl of dry cereal and all of a sudden im completely freaking out.. i dont know why but i feel terrified.. trying SO hard not to purge right now...:(..i havent felt this scared in ages..it just hit me outta nowhere.. why is this coming back?i was doing so good.. eating normal and healthy.. excercising but not too much.. and finally starting to feel kinda ok again.. and now im nearly in tears.. over an apple and a freakin bowl of dry cereal?!..
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