i dont kno wut its gonna take for me to go and get the help that i need. i was seeing a therapist for most of the last skool year but stopped becuase she had a baby. i went on with my life nd my ed came back. but accompanied with it was a bundle of lies. ive been lying to my parents nd friends. my therapist even called to find out if i need to come back in i said "no everything is great." i have about 2 normal size meals nd about 3 or 4 snacks but i get rid of everything. ive been developing muscle pains in my tummy, nd other pains. the only person who knos is my gf nd she has her issues of her own nd cnt rly even b there to talk about it. im a sball player. i could have a good career in it too, i got all state as a freshy nd 5 colleges lookin at me nd im gonna b a sophomore, i dont mean to sound like im braggin im just makin a point of how much this ed has taken over my mind. i cant even think straight nemore! wut am i gonna do? i have no motivation to change, nd that scares me.
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