soI met my boyfriend six months ago at church. He was there just visiting his dad who is one of the pastors at my church. I had just gotten back from Rosewood Ranch (treatment). I DID NOT PLAN ON STARTING A RELATIONSHIP AT ALL!! but I ended up really liking him & we desided to give it a try. ONLY he is in the navy & is in japan. He's been gone for about 3 months now. My birthday is coming up & he is gonna fly me down there. Im really excited BUT one problem. Right when he left I fell into a relapse & Im throwing up everyday now. I try to stop so I can be "normal" when I get there but its not working. I havnt dont anything when I WAS with him. I really love him & Im scared of my ED getting between me & him when Im there. What should I do??? The thing is when I was with him everything was so perfect & I had no care about what I ate or what weight I really was. He knows & he is supportive of my recovery. i think I need this change & to see him. I miss him alot.
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