I am at a low right now. I was posting in my journal and wrote "and we will never be free." and it really struck me how true that statement is. We will recover....but we won't ever be free. ED will always be an invisible ghost hovering in the back ground just waiting for us to slip up. Makes recovery seem like such a scary thing to try and have. Almost mythical if you ask me. So I guess we have to aim for recovery yet know we will always be challenged. Survival of the fittest......almost like animal planet. I don't want ED to have me forever...I want to be free!
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