Hi, well, ever since I was 15 I've worried about my weight. I used to and stil do, sometines, count calories ( I try not to eat more that 1,200 cal per day) Before I was so disciplined, I would excercise almost every day and enjoyed it and I would eat no more that 1200 cals per day. Now, the anxiety and depression make me wanna eat all day long and I truly don't care that much for my appereance lately. I overat sometimes and some days I try to eat very little to make up for the overating and I end up eating like any other day haha. I'm not fat. I don;t see myself fat, I just always want to be skinnier. I've never been to a doctor for this reason or fainted for not eating or anything like that, but I do feel this obsession is not normal. Can anyone give me some insight on what is going on with me?
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