yupp...every day of my life

everyone feels that way but it does end it takes some time to understand why we do what we do,what triggers set it off so we can slowly change the way we act with/out food.take care xoxox

Yes, I know how you feel because it's the same for me. Most of us here CAN relate to the depression, the frustration, and the hopelessly trapped feeling you have. It's no fun, but at least here, you know your feelings are not unique, and you're not "all alone" with it.

I feel like it will never end. But even within this negative phase I have better and worse days. You are right. Depression is the worst. It goes hand in hand with ED. But there are people who understand, like us and a good therapist, so don't give up. Don't loose hope that there will be a better day ahead.

yes....I felt like that A LOT...but it DOES end...don't lose hope!

I know exactly how you feel. Most of the time i think i am convinced that i will always be this way and i canot figure out in my own head why i dont give up now. The depression is a nightmare. Really difficult to deal with it especially when u reach rock bottom. I try to remember the happy times and that i will not feel this bad tomorrow or in a few days. I try and hold onto the happy thoughts Try positive affirmations on somethingfishy.com -ed recovery website. They really help me writing them out when i feel really awful. I hope you feel better.

Every time you have a negative thought you have to think of a positive one to ensure a positive reaction.

I can totally relate. I felt like that every day for five years. But you can get better with the right help. Maybe you need to try a different program or therapist. I know I couldn't have gotten better alone.

Bulimia for me, but yes, seems like it will never end.