Ive probably been depressed for this whole year but its ony been really bad the last few months.Throwing up has always been a realease for me and i find it quite easy.So one day i decided to purge not because i was sick but just because...i wanted to.So at this point its not an addiction, but i really want to purge and enjoy doing it and the feeling i get when im done.And when i dont do it i think about it a lot. Can someone help me..i kno im about to step into something i shouldnt but i feel like i can purge and still keep it under control.
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