i haven't been on here in a long while, thought i was getting better, well i kidded myself that i was, and had gone back into denial again about having an ED. DOn't know how much i weigh as scales have been banned from the house, was recently diagnosed with depression and am now on tablets for it, there's a six month waiting list for the counsellor, and when i went to see the doctor he asked if i was eating, and i said barely, and all he said was try to eat more, so not very helpful. My mum went mad at me last night about it, shouting at me, saying that i am a bag of bones and that if i want to die get on with it, i know she didn't mean it, and that she's just hurt and loves me too much to lose me. But my parents just don't understand it, i phoned a freefone counsellor this morning provided through work, and they can't really help as it is only short term and they said i need long term counselling with a specialist, so they're going to try and find a low cost service for me, feel so lost at the moment, and just don't know what to do about it, am hurting so many people :-(
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