after much thought i have looked through the posts on here and theres no denying the fact that i have an eating disorder,i have been in such denial at 1st i stopped eating about 18 months ago then when i had to eat i was sick i was 3 stone overweight and thought it was the best way for me plus i had a complete nervous breakdown, but now i get days of normalish eatng days of starving and days where im scrapping the cupoards for food, but always when i eat i feel so heavy inside and i have to get it out, i try to tell myself not to and try really hard to leave the food in for as long as possible but after 20 mins max its all out again, should i tell someone is there a tablet to take to stop it? my kids are starting to ask questions y im always sick now. sorry 4 long post but 1st time ive let anyone know and i choose the internet!
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