Before I came here I was confused about whether I had a problem or not. I now realize that I do have a problem (however not as big as some others here) but listening to some of you all talk about being size 0's, and reminding me how damn good it feels when you wake up in the morning and discover your "skinny today", has made me want to pursue what I'm already doing even more. It's hard to ask for help becuase you worry that you'll get fat if you can't not eat all day, but I'm tired of hating myself for eating. I'm tired of hating myself after taking that first bite and knowing that I'm instantly a little fatter. Such a love hate relationship. I'm confused. I don't know what to think anymore.
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