It's been a few months since I purged last and I promised my boyfriend that I never would again. I've been eating more than I normally would because of him for about that past two weeks and I have been thinking about purging again for the past few days. I've been thinking about purging a lot and getting all or this food out of me. I don't want it!!!! I want it out me me now! I don't know if I can keep doing this. I hate this feeling of being full. I hate that my stomach isn't sunken in. I hate it!! I need to make it empty so bad. I need to make myself purge but I'm so afraid to. But, I have to. I've gotten so far now without doing it but I need to purge soon. I have to purge!!!
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