
Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.

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Dinner did not go well for me. My boyfriend is so angry at me, my mom just went to bed. I am alone and I am so angry with my I don't know what to do. My ways of dealing with these kind of feelings are never good, I am trying so hard not to SI. I dont know why i am asking for help because i am just going to screw up anyway. Why do they take it so personally? Why can't they be understanding instead of getting angry with me. Don't they realize nothing good has ever come of that?
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I didn't do too well (i ate a pretty good amount, but had been challenged by my nutritionist to eat more and more non "safe" things....which didn't really happen).
All i can say is that we did what we did, and we made it through. We learn from the past and eventually things get better. Hang in there. It is COMPLETELY not your fault what happened. if YOU (not your ed) had had complete control (essentialy, you had been you) dinner would have gone better. the ed had some (if not most of the) control. don't blame yourself. Just like your mom/boyfriend getting angry at you, you getting mad at you isn't going to do any good. het mad at the ed that made thanksgiving dinner not go well, that was the only root of the problem.
I'm here, you're not alone...hang in there
-Debbie