I have struggled with bulimia for yeas now and about 2 years ago i was hospitalized for it as well as BPD and cutting. However, i no longer make myself sick after eating and i try so hard to avoid it but when i eat quickly or if it has been a while i still throw up..... it's so embarassing to go out to eat because i still get sick so often. My husband says its a reaction my body has because i had done it for so many years, i just dont know.... It's really weird... i think about doing it all the time so maybe subconsciously I am causing myself to do it... i just dont know..
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