Ok. I'm like five minutes away from going to the kitchen, cooking a pound of Sphagetti. Eating it and alltossing it up. I want to do it. I don't even feel bad. It seems like a good idea to me right now. I just can't let myself be thin and happy can I? Every time I start doing well I have to mess it up again. STRENGTH!That i have been maintining for the past six days... Where ARE U?
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