I can't stop. Not for one day. I left college my first semeste, I came bak for the second. I am stil bulimic. I told everyone I was better. My parents, my boyfriend. I feel like a liar, but I can't tell them. They have spent so much money on college. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like the lieing and the stress of getting good grades is making me sick...but when I went home I couldn't stop either. I used to be 130 lbs, and I'm 5'2. I widdled myself down to 100 lbs. and I love being 100 lbs. I love going out and partying at 100 lbs. I hate the way I looked at 130. I don't know what to do with myself. !!
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