Sorry guys, just need a rant. I hate this way of life, so much i hate it!!I go round and round in circles, its getting to the stage where i actually have done my body damage, slept for about an hour last night as i was so ill due to bingeing after a weeks worth of restriction. Think maybe i have gallbladder problems, which i have brought on myself. I can't live like this anymore i just cant, I'm so tired and get no enjoyment out of life. I live for the weekend where i consume ridiculous amounts of my favourite foods to the point of severe discomfort. Anyone on the road to recovery that could give me some inspiration that there is light at the end of this tunnel?I want to live my life again.
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