I have been compulsively overeating since I was about 12. I have tried almost all the diets and supplements and everything out there. I know in my head that what I am doing is killing me, but no matter what I do I can't seem to stop. I feel awful when I overeat, by I can't stop eating, even when I feel sick. Afterwards, I feel so guilty, but it doesn't stop me from doing it again the next time. I recently started attending OA meetings, and everyone is really nice, and says that it really works if you just follow the steps. Well I got the first one down, I know that I am completely out of control. I just can't move forward, I don't want food to control me for the rest of my life.
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