So my ED is a lot "better" than it used to be......in that the symptoms changed and I gained weight, really I'm just as disordered in my eating as ever but whatever......so anyway yesterday I was initiated into my sorority it was a great day.....however today I looked at the photos......OH MY GOD......I'm huge, that day is immortalised by photos and I look like a beast.......I'm really struggling not to just go head first into starvation mode......everything in me wants to but I KNOW its something I should fight........HELP!!!!!
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