I recently stopped a 4 month binge and gained 15lbs. My weight is finally (and slowly) starting to maintain and go back down, but I hate my body now. All my clothing doesn't fit right and I feel like a butch woman. I am very depressed when I look in the mirror, but I feel so tired of my ED to do anything more than the obsessive thoughts and restrict the types of food I eat. I exercise daily, but I eat large portions of veggies. Please someone help me get my act together so I can get rid of this 15 lbs. I wish I could eat smaller meals. I wish I didn't hate my body, a size 6 isn't so bad is it? OMG I hate my body.
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