I haven't purged in a long time. I have really supportive friends and am going thru therapy. My life was going great. I graduated college. I had a great job. Then my boss out of the blue fired me for not being reliable. My 18 month old daughter had to get her shots plus she wasn't feeling well. I told her i might be a few minutes late but i would be there. She fired me! I was really upset for a week. I wanted to eat but I couldn't. I was really down on myself. Now I'm scared to eat. I eat here and there. If and when I do eat it is weight watchers meals or fruit. I'm scared of getting so big. I look at myself in the mirror and I cry. I get so disgusted with myself. I weigh 174. I dont know what to do. I actually ate a taco salad for supper. I felt like my stomach was going to explode. It took everything I git not to walk to the bathroom. How I can I get over this.How canI love myself again?
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