My best friend yelled at me last night. He knows I skip meals and stuff. We spend so much time together, there was no way I could hide it from him. I told him I wanted to eat normal, and I told him I was tired of lying to people about having already eaten when I haven't. He said "All you do is complain about how you look. And you never do anything about it. The only time I've ever seen you eat anything, it hasn't been what you need to eat! You need to eat a salad or something, exercise, and shut the f%@k up! Maybe you would feel better!" Why doesn't anyone understand? It's not so much about the weight, at least not all the time. Anyways, I know how to lose weight in a healthy way. I use to be a compulsive eater. I lost 65lbs by eating healthy and exercising. I don't need diet tips from him, and I didn't ask him to help me lose weight. It's not that simple. Why does one of the two people who know about my food issues not listen to me or even try to understand? I feel so guilty when I eat. I'd just rather not.
Posts You May Be Interested In