I feel alone in my feelings. I push everyone away and hide in a turtle shell as my counselor put it. I know what I am going through is so much more then food, self injury, bipolar...I just don't know how to live. I don't know how to focus on life. I crave friendships and normalcy yet I run so fast in the other direction. I start tearing up in session today when I told my counselor who I haven't seen in two years that I don't know who I am anymore. I am not the same person I was in high school. I am just some shell of myself and I am in so much pain. How do I make it stop?
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