Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
I have so many thoughts, I feel like I've got three people in my head yelling at eachother. I just want it all to switch off. Just to be able to turn off my brain like you do the tv. Does anyone else get like this? My head is buzzing with all the 'don't eat that' and the 'why on earth would anyone want to talk to you' thoughts. And then I've got the other voices saying, 'Well maybe they just like me the way I am!'
And I just want to say, Ssshhhhhhhh! Leave me alone!!! Stupid brain, stupid ed thoughts.
I don't know why I'm writing this, I just need to get some of it out!!
And I just want to say, Ssshhhhhhhh! Leave me alone!!! Stupid brain, stupid ed thoughts.
I don't know why I'm writing this, I just need to get some of it out!!
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Vent. It is good for you. I do not actually hear any voices:), but i bo know those feelings. Be strong. God created you in his image. All you need to cae about is him. He will take care of you. God bless.
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Hey, vent all you need to. I know what you're going through with the mindfuckery, since I'm infuriated with my own thoughts right now. ARGH!
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I know how you feel. I argue more with myself in my head than with anyone. Yesterday before I made myself sick I was soo made at myself for eating but giving myself reasons to get sick. I also had the you should die thoughts. All at the same time. Mean while I was already on my way to the bath room. It just never seams to stop and all the conflicting thoughts hit you at the same time. How am I supposed to know what I want if my brain is arguing with itself. If you find I way to turn it off pass it on.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
