I can no longer get myself to workout due to horriable anxiety attacks I am having when it comes to working out. In return I am finding myself starving myself because I am afraid of the horriable weight gain. I am purging when I do eat.The anxiety is horriable when ever I even think of working out and I do not know why. I am so scared of the weight gain that will come to me. I am obsessed. I am purging all the time, this not eating is something new and it is scaring me. I will not eat. I have to workout or will get fat. I am a personal trainer I HAVE to be fit and thin. But I can already feel the weight coming on. Please someone help me.
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