if anyone has had these side effects please tell me, im so scared

I'm not belimic I'm anorexic and I have had those systems got into a treatment center and you should be scared please reach out to your family and get help. I have a leaking valve in my heart and just found out I have osteoporsis which scares me so much and its all from not eating. please reach out!!!(((hugs!!!)))

Please do go to a hospital ot clinic and check in. For bulimics, the constant b/p is unhealthy for the heart. Your body is overworked from trying to absord the nutrients in the little time you have it in your body, then forcing it to come out, cuz you are pushing it out. The fact that you are doing this 2-4 times a day, is not healthy. I am not trying to lecture you, but I am worried. There have been people who have died from b/p because you are overworking the body. Whereas in anorexia it is more of a slow deacy of body, cuz the body adjusts to the changes of no food. with b/p the over action of stuffing then pushing it out right after it goes in, is too much for the body to handle and can result in a sudden death. Most peeps are surprised, cuz the person looked okay and weight seemed normal. Please go get help. I pray that your family, will support you. They may not realize the seriousness of your problem, as they haven't seen it. Please to check youself in and dive into recovery. I don't want you to die. Please talk to me anytime through my site. I am here for you. If you need to vent or need support. I will keep you in my prayers. There is hope and healing. You will be okay. You know deep inside somethingis wrong, that is why you reached out and asked, that is an amazing step. I am proud of you. hugs 4ever
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i can so relate. i feel like my ED is going to be with me forever. i thought that maybe i had kicked my ED in the arse. but its coming back. i never goes. i have been exercising everytime i eat something i feel bad about eating. its driving me nuts. i cant afford to put on weight. i feel fat enough.

I can completely relate. I'm a 19 year old bulemic and I have the same side affects occasionally. But I still feel like you need to open up to someone close to you and tell them. Even having your parents help and support does mean a lot. I think that you need to go to a therapist or some type of doctor and give it a try. It doesn't help for everyone, but it doesn't mean it won't work for you.

These side affects are very dangerous. And going through this alone will only make you more depressed. When I first started my ED, I was depressed beyond belief and stopped going to school. Once i opened up to my parents and best friend and had their support, although still having the eating disorder, i felt like i wasn't going to alone.

I've had and at times still do have a lot of these issues as well and the other girls before totally have the right idea. reach out and get the help you deserve!

I felt like that too when I was bulimic. It's awful and it makes you feel awful and mad at yourself for once again not having enough stregth to control your eating so that you don't feel gross and need to purge everything "little" thing up and out of you. It's hard but you can come out of this. I did. I think I just got really sick of the whole cycle and the acidy taste in my mouth, the red hacked up knuckles, dizziness, flutter in chest etc etc... I hated it and just learned to eat properly ..or eat and not feel full and disgusted and get on with my life. easier said then done for some but it can be done. do not give up hope and faith. you can control this and get on with your life. :)

I am going to email you privately on this. xxx