i know the way i deal with food isn't healthy basically i hate eating full stop i'm so scared of gaining way and hate everything about how i look. i'm no where near underweight i'm at a healthy weight for my height and hate the fact that i am, i did start to not keep down food a while ago but made myself stop cause i felt like i was loosing control of myself. i'm starting to feel that way again but i'm so scared to talk to someone because i don't want to have to be made to eat more than what i'm comfortable with. i'm still loosing weight but not fast it just kinda keeps dropping little bit by little bit. i weigh myself everyday sometimes twice which is probably really stupid and i don't know why i do it. but i hate feeling this way
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