every time i get stressed or anything i just want to go to the bathroom & release my stress(throw up) its the only thing that makes me feel good...its controlling my life...its all i think about...at the same time i dont think i have a problem...i throw up everyday more than a few times... i cant explain how it makes me feel, but at the same time i am so ashamed of myself...the feeling just wont go away & i dont know what to do anymnore, sometimes i think if i just wasnt here anymore no one would have to worry about me or ask me "what have you eatten today & did u keep it down?" i just feel so lost these days & its taring me apart...
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