Hey, I haven't been here in a while. I've been doing pretty well. Today is the first time in a long time, I've had the urge to binge/purge for obvious emotional reasons (versus just because I am extremely insecure, body image, etc) . I learned yesterday that my boyfriend cheated on me. He did tell me on his own, but it is a really sensitive topic for me (my dad cheated on and left my mom in high school) and I feel betrayed and hurt. I'm having a rush of emotions. I can't really name them, but I want to binge/purge or cut or restrict. It is pretty disorienting because I haven't felt like using these coping mechanisms in a while. I don't know what I'm going to do about him. So far, I'm giving him a second chance, However, talking to him on facebook is really bringing the urges up. I don't know what to do with these urges and feelings either. Any ideas on how to deal without regressing?
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