Hi, I am a 21 yr old woman and I weigh 350lbs. I have a overeating problem. I guess I can say that I have had it all my life. It is like I want to eat all the time, but mostly at night for some reason. I can't control it! No matter how much I try not to eat more than one, I end up eating the whole bag! It is like I can't stop eating!! No one understands. I try to explain, but it doesn't help. Maybe i'm crazy!?? I don't know. I don't even understand it myself. I tell myself over and over again, I am not going to overeat, I'm not going to overeat, but before I know it I'm sick to my stomach because I am so full. I know this is weird, but if I could throw up I would. When I eat I feel good! It is kind of like a high, but when I am through and see how much I have ate I feel like a big FAT faliure! Is there Anyone out there that feel the same way? Please don't tell me I am the only one! I want help, I need it, but I don't know where to turn. I don't have enough money for treatment and those tapes don't work with me. I can't do it by myself, I always fail. If anyone is out there that understands me please let me know! Thank you
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