I thought i had conquered my ED but I hadn't. I thought I would just throw out all the food that was making me fat which was everything except the milk, the yogurt,and of course my brocoli. I found myself going into the freezer to through out the ice cream and everythign and then all I remember was me asking why I was throwing away all this good food that I spent money on. I found myself sick in the bathroom from eating all the food I wanted to throw away. Now I am down to just milk, brocoli, and yogurt. How do I tell myself that food is okay but it is eating it all the same time that is the problem. Everytime I walk into a store I end up in the food section buying food instead of what I went into the store for.
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