Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
I'm so unhappy. i feel so hideous and fat. I'm being force fed, every little bit of weight I gain makes me feel like a whale or something rediculous. I've started self harming again, I don't even want to look at food, it just makes me feel sick. I don't want to do this anymore. what's the point, things only get better for them to get ten times worse. Nobody I've told understands this. just by them knowing doesn't mean I'm going to get better. not when i've ED living inside my head. telling me I'm fat and disgusting, and that it's because I've eaten.
I'm tired of all of this. why can't it just end?
I'm tired of all of this. why can't it just end?
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
Hang in there, this will pass. You just have to be strong.
Hang in there, this will pass. You just have to be strong.
(I'm sending you all my strength) LA x