So I really am in shock at all the gross stuff I've done with b/p ... for instance, throwing up is a public bathroom has to be the most gross of all. I've thrown up food in nasty, dirty , smelly public restrooms because of this. I of course try to avoid touching anything and cover the seat with tp. But to think of the risk that I put myself in by being so close to an aweful dirty toilet. Because there in NO WAY IN HELL that I'd leave that food in my stomach. I try to only throw up at home (where I know it "cleaner" ) but I can't believe the need to eat at a fastfood restaurant, while I'm out driving and also chow down on as many "throw-up-able" candy bars as I can also wolf down. And then go find a public restroom to puke it up in. I can't even BELIEVE that I've done that a number of times!!! I really hate that I'm such a "pro" at this. ANd I can't believe that I'm telling people about it, but hopefully it will help me stop : )
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