I hate my weight and I hate the way I feel. I eat somewhat not that much, then I feel guilty and feel fat and then I throw it up. Its either I don't eat that much at all or I eat, and then I throw it up. When I am at home with my family I have to eat normally, and then I end up throwing it up. I hate my weight so much, I weigh like 104 and I'm 5'4. I hate it. There are all these really skinny girls at my school, and they make me feel so fat. I play really competitive soccer and I am scared that purging is screwing up my body.
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