104 is NOT fat at all! I'm your same height and I as happy when I weighed 104. I'm now extremely underweight and I'm not happy with it. Don't try to lose any more weight. It's not going to make you any happier. Purging is going to screw up your electrolytes. When your electorlytes are low, you are very fatigued, no energy, achy, etc... Which are not good symptoms to have if you play competitive soccer.

you are just right babes never fat you have to love you babes them girls are not skinny just in your mind babes

i am the same height and weight. i used to be way underweight, and gained some...and lost some..

not so sure i should say that..but anyway...i am sorry you dislike your body.

i actually like the weight i'm at..even though i'm supposed to be 115.

i am dealing with where i'm at, because i know if i lose weight, things just get worse.

maybe you should try some kind of affirmations everyday, or when you get those kind of thoughts, talk back to them...get angry with them..

trying to find the truth in the lies is the important part...

even if the lies seem like the truth...you have to step back and try to see how irrational it really is.

you also need to think of the goals that you have in life...things you are really passionate about..because if you get sicker, you will not have those anymore.

I am the same height and my weight is around 125, and recovered, i feel wonderful. I have bad days, but I look at my green eyes, my collar bones, all the great things about me, and I feel so much better. When I was under 100, and I look back on the pics, I want to just shake my past self. Yes it's hard to deal with yourself when you feel less than perfect, and you would probably look at my pics and say I was overweight to you, but you are an athlete, you need muscle mass, you need food, and you need to stop concentrating on everyone else, you were made to be you, and you are a beautiful person, and the skinny girls probably wish they could have a little something to grab onto, I know many underweight people, (even men) who wish and try to gain weight, and feel bad b/c people think they look "sickly". Put yourself in their shoes, everyone has something about them they hate, and those of us with EDs and who have recovered from them know how hard it is to be able to love yourself, but try to start, and good luck.

You are not fat. You look so beautiful in your picture. I was really pretty once but since I'm anorexic that's gone. Even my husband tells me that and even though he loves me it hurts like hell. You will screw up your body by purging and soon you won't be able to play soccer anymore. Don't do that to yourself, sweetie. And don't compare with other girls. At that age a lot of girls aren't fully developed yet and will fill out a little later.