
Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.

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I hate my weight and I hate the way I feel. I eat somewhat not that much, then I feel guilty and feel fat and then I throw it up. Its either I don't eat that much at all or I eat, and then I throw it up. When I am at home with my family I have to eat normally, and then I end up throwing it up. I hate my weight so much, I weigh like 104 and I'm 5'4. I hate it. There are all these really skinny girls at my school, and they make me feel so fat. I play really competitive soccer and I am scared that purging is screwing up my body.
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not so sure i should say that..but anyway...i am sorry you dislike your body.
i actually like the weight i'm at..even though i'm supposed to be 115.
i am dealing with where i'm at, because i know if i lose weight, things just get worse.
maybe you should try some kind of affirmations everyday, or when you get those kind of thoughts, talk back to them...get angry with them..
trying to find the truth in the lies is the important part...
even if the lies seem like the truth...you have to step back and try to see how irrational it really is.
you also need to think of the goals that you have in life...things you are really passionate about..because if you get sicker, you will not have those anymore.